Beginnings and Endings

Beginnings and Endings they can be a good thing/s but they can also be not so good. When you lose a friend you can meet someone new and become good friends but you never know the future. Losing a friend isn't the best feeling in the world but ngl it can be for the best. It really sucks though, you've grown to be really good friends with someone and then all of a sudden they are gone and you have one less friend to talk to. I've lost many friends but I've also gained many friends in that process of losing people. Ngl it is a heartbreaking and painful process but the quote by Lao Tzu says " New beginnings are often disgusted as painful endings."As I end or be caught in the crossfire of ending friendships I am ready to create new friends in High School.(not really kind of scared) Well now that I'm thinking more about friendships I've come to a realization that if you were actually friends in the first place you wouldn't fight with them every year and they wouldn't believe what other people tell them over what you say. Tbh that "friendship" probably wasn't a good one. Also ngl but having  2 or 3 friends that you can trust is better than having a bunch of "friends" that you can't really talk to and that you don't trust. Continuing my thoughts I've also realized that you really need friends that can be with you no matter how bad you mess up and will always be by your side and not use you for things when there is nobody else there. (Kinda off topic I'm sorry but as you can tell things are happening atm)