Hello Again

Hello, it's been a while. School is going to start in about 5 days and I am not prepared for high school. I am so scared and I know what you're thinking "Oh, it's not that bad. You'll be fine" Ummmm how do you know that news flash you don't so no I may not be fine something terrible could happen. Yes I understand " you don't you be hopeful" 4 WORDS Hope breeds eternal misery.. Welp I am probably going to freak out on the first day of school but that's okay. Orientation is tomorrow and I've heard that you play games to " get to know" your peers. Yeah um no thanks I have trouble speaking to adults and I'm even worse with 14 year olds. Can I not and say I did? Well I am going to leave because I don't know what else to say..